Every Get tThe Feeling?

Ever get the feeling that your just a means to an end? I've been here before and i've never liked it and thought that i wouldn't be back there again 'cause that friend is out of my life, but yet again, i'm back in that place. I met up with some friends of mine from the intrnet and they ask me to bring one of my friends along, they know her already from MSN and that stuff. Anyway, before i go any further i should explain that the first time i met them i was asked to take my friend Lauren along as one of the guys had a HUGE!! crush on her, well we met up and went home. A while latr we arranged to meet up again, and Lauren couldn't make it, so they cancelled, arranged it for another time when Lauren could go and they cancel again, can't remember the excuse but they cancel. So i go on Lauren's Bebo age a few days/weeks later and see some photo's of when she met up with them when they cancelled on me! Anyway, we meet up with them and we come home. When i get home i get a text asking what Jenn thinks of him, i say ehat she said to me, that she thought he was quiet, and he texts back saying that "he gets nervous around pretty girls" and then i find out today he has a crush on her, so now that's got me thinking that he only arranges to meet up with me so he can meet my "pretty" friends and not actually to see me! =( i hate feeling like this, it brings back all my old insecurities. Anyway, that's my update forthe start of '08
Peace Out
Rachie XxxX